God’s Desires of the Heart

Lately, (actually for quite some time now) I have been asking God to give me the desires of his heart.  I want my family to be well and healthy, I want to not worry about my kids, the checkbook, what to cook for dinner tonight. I’d love to have a new car, actually a car of my own, one I didn’t have to share with the rest of my family.  I want to repaint the house, get a new couch instead of the worn out one I have.  I would really like not to get caught up in the comparison game we woman always do….. but these are the desires of my heart, not God’s.  So in my quiet time today here’s what I read.  James 1:27.  Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this:  to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.  Wow, now if that doesn’t get to the core of what God desires.  Help each other, take care of each other and don’t get caught up in the world’s desires.  Pretty convicting huh?  So coupled with this new found scripture, asking God to show me how and where and who he wants me to love I open my email and there is a blog post from (in)courage.com   It’s from Ann Voscamp, whose blog is A Holy Experience.

You have to read this post.  It will change you….it did me.

Words

Words are how we tell someone we love them. Words communicate our wants and needs. Words can be beautiful, musical, uplifting and encouraging. They can be strong and aggressive and painful. Sometimes all in one sentence! Believe it or not, Gods word can do all of the above too.

Our church is beginning a new series called 40 Days in the Word. I’m excited about this because I love reading God’s word. I can get myself wrapped up in the drama of a story, like the battles Joshua led taking the land God promised Moses so many years before or when Jesus dies on the cross. (I’ve been known to shed a tear or too on that one) Verses I’ve memorized long ago greet me like an old welcome friend.

But Gods word is so much more then stories or memory verses to check off our to do list. God’s word lives and breathes…..into me.

I struggle with the right words to describe how God’s word breathes life into me. Words like holy, righteous, awe inspiring and powerful are all great words that describe God. But what about forgiven, accepted, loved and hope doesn’t that describe God too? They seem to pale in comparison to this richly deep and intimate relationship God so desires to have with us.

The story of Ruth and Naomi is a beautiful love story in many ways. But it begins with such deep loss. After the loss of her husband and sons, Naomi decides to move back home. She is angry, bitter and hopeless. Knowing she’s unable to care for her two daughters-in-law she tells them to go home to their families. One daughter-in-law leaves, the other desperately clings to Naomi.

Ruth 1:16 But Ruth replied, “Don’t urge me to leave you or turn back from you. Where you go, I will go, and where you stay I will stay. Your people will be my people and your God my God.”

Now that’s love! Yes, love for Naomi, but this is the first time in scripture Ruth acknowledges that Naomi’s God, the God of Abraham and Jacob is her God too. There is desperation in her voice. Perhaps she so wants and needs the hope she has seen in her husbands family. God’s redemption story is lived out in Ruth. She is blessed by her desire to know Him more.

God’s word should inspire us. It show us how to live. In his book, “Your God is Too Safe”
Mark Buchanan tells us that the Bible is more than just a good read, it’s useful. Quoting 2 Timothy 3:16 he points out that “The Bible is useful for this: shaping and training you to be the kind of person who walks in righteousness and is ready to do good works, God’s works in a fallen world.” This world we live in is broken and corrupt. But that’s the beauty of God’s word. It provides hope. Not a list of do’s and don’ts, but a way for us to live out our faith in him.

God’s word is a love affair of sorts. Him to us and us to him. When we open God’s word we invite him into our lives. When we are open to God’s word he invites us into a relationship with him, an intimate, deep personal relationship.

I love a good story and the Bible is filled with really good ones, but more so. Just like Ruth sought after God, I meet with my Lord daily desperately seeking a loving relationship with him. A relationship filled with hope, joy and love. One that gives me life and breath.